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I miss him ...
my new puppy bailey
me and sam
krystal (my best friend)
If you actually knew the real me then you might understand why i do the things that I do.
Cara (Best Friends Till Death Do Us Part) lol
My girl Sam. BFFL
Heyy, its Kayla. Okay, you want to know the truth
about me? Well, OKay here it goes. I recently learnt that I have an issue with my anger. I take meds which do not necessarily help. I also have to go through therapy. That is basically my excuse for doing the things that I do. Bare with me please and do not hold things against me. I am trying my best to cope. So is it so bad that I miss him? Okay, it may seem dumb, but I really liked him. We dated for like a month. I cheated! I hate myself for it. I do not even know how he found out. I mean its not that I didnt love him it is just that I was confused. I thought it wasnt so bad. I didnt realize that I was hurting not only one person but three! I hurt me and them!
One I dated for a month and the other for two weeks. I didnt love matt as much as I loved Sergio. He promised me everything. He wanted to marry me and buy me the air force. I know its impossible but I loved how sweet he was. He would stay on the phone with me until morning and we would say I love you over and over again until our phones died. Everyday I think about him and want to be with him again. Why do I still love him? It has been almost a year. I am sad that I can't ever find a guy like Sergio. I know that the word love is thrown around so much but it is hard to move on. I dont want to be used. I just want to be loved. I wanna be with that someone forever. Not just a guy every two weeks. I MISS HIM!!! nasdn
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I hate that all I do is sit here and think about you. I cry at night because I want to hear you say I love you one more time. You said that you loved me when you broke up with me. But, were you serious? To me it does not seem so but I still want you to say it. I feel like you loved me as much as I loved you. I wanted to be with you forever. We talked about the future and talked about what we liked and disliked about each other. You were so much different than I was and I loved you for that. Nothing could ever take you away from me. Until when you called me and then we talked and said we loved each other and then you decided it was time to seperate. How can you love me if you can leave me??
Do you miss me? I miss you so much, you are all I think about. All I want to do is spend every second with you. I want you to hold me in your arms and never let go. But that will never happen because your with her. You have someone else, she gets to say she loves you and you say that you love her back. You speak of the future and promise her the world. Just as you did me. Are you in love with her? I still love you and always will and will try to move on but you are still all I think about and I want to forget about what we had eventually. Because every waking minute I think about you, I cry. It is time for me to finally get over you and I am trying. MAX! I have the biggest crush on you its crazy. I do not know why but I do. I like being around you cause your nice and funny. You could brighten up my day at anytime. I just wish you knew how I felt.
Your all I think about over and over again.
I cant get you out of my head. It is hard for me to explain my feelings to
you. Your awesome and I like being around you. There isnt a time that I hate when your next to me. I wish I could tell you how I feel and get a positive feedback. You mean alot to me and you dont even know it. Life is full of mistakes. Live and Learn
I cry at night because
I hate that you hate being around me I am sorry that I am a terrible friend. I truely do my best to make U happy. Yeah it may seem a little childish but
I love carebears. LoL they are so adorable!!!! People can tell me I'm done but I dont care. They are the cutest bears ever. AWWWWWW This only explains me so well. Im not really that
psycho. Or am I? LoL there is only so much that you know about me. It's crazy I know. LoL ... I love my icons even though it takes up half my page. Okay 99% of my page. Okay .. so this weekend I hurt my wrist. I was riding down the mound on my brothers bike. I didnt know the back brakes werent working so well. Well, I started going down and i veered off towards the left side of the road because I had to turn right and I didnt want to wreck while making a sharp turn. Well once i turned on Robinson street the left front peg hit the side of the road and the front tired stuck in mud and I wrecked. Well I think thats what happened. I cant really remember it all so well. I know that I was in alot of pain. My right hand hurts ALOT! well later guys and im so glad it was me that got hurt instead of Cara. She is like my little sister and I would hate for her to get hurt.
Awww thats so mean ..
they look alike .. haha Im blonde Wooooo
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